Cupcake Sandwiches

Julia is sick and so a request was made of something special, colorful and yummy. I am no Betty Crocker and most know that, but she had to cancel a playdate today with her BFF so I had to do my best!
My assistant fell asleep on the job, and my other helper forgot that food coloring when all mixed together makes grayish black! Hey that's ok! It tastes good and Julia loves grey!
I may have to fire my assistant though if he keeps sleeping on the job! Hard to find good help these days!

What has come over me?

I wish someone could tell me how the girl that shirked away from crowds and people has suddenly become a social extrovert?!? I think the right people bring out the right good stuff in your heart that has always been there. I detest crowds, parties, people with a lot of stuff to talk about and especially anything regarding politically correct stuff! I was brought up that you didn't discuss religion and politics and taboo topics. You had your thoughts and feelings but you never voiced them out loud for fear of offending someone. I didn't mind this much as I never had much to say and I never "felt" partial about much of anything. I "went with the flow" the popular choice, the majority! Then I had kids... And said kids needed guidance and direction and virtues...and I chose to find those within my faith and before you knew it I was a person with convictions and I had a voice and feelings about right and wrong?!? I am not afraid to speak up if I believe it is truth. I don't know what has come over me, I give credit to God and Godly type people in my life like my husband. It should be no surprise I was giddy when my husband purchased me some "jewelry" this past weekend. Oh yes he did, in fact he bought some for the whole family...not gold or silver but little bands for us to wear proudly. Yes, you will see me at my very FIRST rally this Friday, amongst yes....a crowd of people...sure my anxiety will be high and my mind will be praying for peace, but I will be there because it's the right thing to do! So say goodbye to the wallflower that used to hide in her room secretly wishing she were someone else and say hello to the new me! You don't have to agree with me, I leave all those matters up to God and you can take it up with Him.

Boys to Men

With Fathers Day around the corner I have boys and daddies on the brain... My ultimate Abba Father is the source of all my joy and hope and peace and I have been blessed by choosing a Godly husband and as a result am finding happiness in raising two little men to be JUST like him. I came across two inspirational quotes last night that really served up what I'm feeling and thinking lately... I love my boys and daily pray for their vocation and thankfully my husband does to. Besides the dirt, noise, and insanity that follows my little men I feel responsible to raise them with a sense of virtue and respect. This world has plenty of "dudes" but I'm hoping for MEN, the gentlemanly sort that hold God close to their hearts forever. Today I will offer them up in prayer and as well as every other young man, boy, baby I can think of!

How many Taratutas can you fit?

Ok so this is a light hearted one! A chuckle maybe even a smile! Tony took the van north and left me with his hamster mobile. I appreciate having a car in case of an emergency...but in theory, well let's just say it was a tight squeeze. I had no intentions of driving it until said 4 yr. old informed me he had no toilet paper and should he use a wash cloth?!? What?!?
So how many Taratutas did we fit? Believe it or not the answer is five! Safely but snugly and only into town to buy some TP and ice cream, because everyone knows ice cream goes well with a ride in dads car!

Am I up for challenge?

Recently I began reading Ann Voskamp's 1000 gifts upon recommendation of a dear friend. It was easy at first documenting my gratitude as life was EASY and fun... I was giddy every night logging on my app all the amazing things God had given me or done for me...then today hit, and although it compares in nothing to what Voskamp endured, it was one of those days where joy is sucked right out of your soul. Let me rephrase that: I allowed my human nature of selfishness and pity to sap myself of any hope I had of feeling gratitude. It began with sad children discovering park day was cancelled...to realizing I had to go to store with kids...to the call I fear the most "grandma is in the hospital"...and then the wet dismal rain soaked me as I unloaded the groceries. Kiddies attempted a craft which left me frustrated....STOP... This is my aha turning point. Am I up for challenge of finding joy in the mundane mishaps of life. I had to take three deep breaths and look around...I had not intended to share my gratitude journal with anyone. I figure I blog enough about my boring life who wants to hear more! But today this is solely to document to myself that I can do this! I can keep up the race and continue to find the wonderful things in my life God has given me! So here goes: friendship bracelets with my girls, lemon bars for lunch, an encouraging Facebook message from a Godly mom, blooming flowers drinking up the rain, sleeping babe in my arms that is growing by the minute and a quiet house to write my blog!
Yes I am up to this Challenge but only through Gods strength and hope will I finish it!

Grandpa Tiny Farm

What fun we had at Tiny's farm! Leroy the pony/horse greeted us...we saw and touched baby chicks, bunnies, and goats and a baby cow got "fresh" with the moms! Ha ha seriously from the wagon ride to the peacock sprouting his glorious tail the homeschool field trip was huge hit! Bonus: we came home tired!

John

Today nothing else consumed our thoughts except Grandpa John. He is one of the sweetest guys I have ever met. Jan emailed me yesterday that he was to undergo bypass surgery today in order to improve the circulation in his legs. We had just visited him a few days ago and the kids, especially Julia expressed concern and worry about Grandpa John. Grandpa has the sweetest and biggest heart around. He loves his sweets and he loves to talk! We wish we could be there in Petoskey with him today but instead we are praying and sending our good thoughts his way! A quick and speedy recovery is in order for Grandpa because this Summer I know four grandchildren anxious to go back to that ice cream parlor! We love you!

Missing my Partner

Vacation time is over and I am feeling a little blue. I am missing my partner, my helper and friend! I don't usually have an extra pair of hands around to cook dinner, wash dishes, give Blaise his bath or just corral the gang around to keep them out of my path. I never realized how handy my partner could be either. Painting the front porch, setting up the pools, cutting the dead flowers down, driving the van all over the state of Michigan and even bringing me my daily cup of Joe! Yup I am spiraling down into a deep state of loneliness here as I realize I am out numbered by kids to adults and the only stimulating conversation I am going to have is what color freezy pop to choose? One never realizes how good they truly have it until they experience it and then it's gone. The kids are even bummed out, whose going to push them fifty miles an hour down the slip and slide, talk me into ice cream cones every night, and an extra hour of computer time... Oh and don't get me started on the singing, laughing, and joke telling at breakfast, lunch and dinner. Either I have evolved or just gave in... Used to be I relaxed the day my hubby went back to work after a long vacation. After nine days of having him at my beck and call I realized I miss him today...as he trudged out the door I almost yelled No! Come back! Don't leave me here! Lol take me with you! Oh well I will start counting the days until our next family vacation begins...

Memorial Day

Awhile back my cousin went to Disney and said she had so much fun they didn't take any pictures, I was astonished as she is an amazing photographer. I get it though. Today you will GET nothing from today. Our family had so much fun with our first BBQ with our neighbors that not once did it strike me to set up a photo moment. In fact from the beginning to end we were completely wireless free. No phones, no cameras and no talk of work. But I don't want to forget today do bare with me as I describe the highlights: four pools set up, one slip and slide... Tons of cookies, cupcakes and chips galore, BBQ pork tenderloin, a soccer game, and plenty of laughs amongst friends! Sun and fun is the best way to describe it! I look forward to next year, although I hope we have a bigger slip and slide for the dads!
Wait, I guess someone had a camera here's the highlights!

Pentecost Sunday

It is no secret that red is my absolute favorite color. From the time I was three years old I have donned red dresses, red glasses, red shoes, red shirts, two red cars and tons of red flowers in my home. So this morning imagine the anticipation I had of Pentecost. Red was "the color of the day" according to Julia. Imagine my pride as we left mass and Fr. Steve asked her why he was wearing a red vestment. I paused in fear?!? Oh no not only was this a test for my 10 year old but it was also a review of how well mom had taught her. She pondered a moment and then clearly and concisely retold him the gospel story of the apostles waiting in the room for Jesus and then the flames of fire above their heads and the receiving of the Holy Spirit. Whew! Passed that one with flying colors! I know in my heart I try my best and pride cometh before a fall and we should always be humble, but I was one happy mama that she truly understood why "red was the color of the day", and could confidently answer a question concerning her faith.

BBQ

Well it's official, I have me a grilling man! Today we grilled Salmon and Nana and Papa came on out for a visit. We each got to play catch up after vacationing and we got to taste some good cooking by Chef Tony. I swear he has been hiding from me all these years that he can cook! I have been spoiled by three nights in a row of not having to cook dinner as he dabbles in the finer arts of grilling. Tonight was maple syrup glazed salmon, asparagus, and homemade bread! My mom brought a fruit salad with star shaped watermelon and for dessert pie a la mode! We ended our day with a walk whereby my sweet Blaise rocked his brother to sleep! I love my life!

The Detroit Zoo

It was hot, but it was awesome! I am but exhausted but here's highlights:
Julia loved the polar bear exhibit where you walked underground thru a long tube and they had a polar bear playing above you! Emerson loved the safari area with zebras, giraffes, and even prairie dogs?!? You stuck your head thru a hole in a cage and they ran around you! Blaise loved the tigers, bears and snakes eek! I loved the butterfly house and was amazed at how many landed on people! Tony liked the farm, petting farm and even peacocks!
My little blue eyes though was hot hot hot today and his favorite part was when I pushed him under the misters and he got sprayed with water!
This is first time at zoo where we did everything and still managed to come home in one piece! Although that snake exhibit still has my tummy in knots!

Pool Boy

Today was Benedict's first opportunity to test out his new kiddie pool! I'm not sure who was more excited, him with his splashing, or me with his fancy leather flip flops! I mean really every real pool boy has a pair right?!?
We discovered the pool may be a bit intimidating at first so his protective daddy went out and got him an indoor pool...but wait? Where's the water???